we wake up and it's summer

well it's been summer, but that's not the point

how are we almost in mid june??

lets at least start the summer right. pick a number - 1, 2, or 3, and scroll down to see your fate.

1 - The Fool 🃏

this is your reminder to leap. you don’t always need a plan, just enough nerve.

2 — The Hermit 🃏

it’s time to unplug. the answers you’re craving are quiet.

3 — The Tower 🃏

yes, it may feel like it’s all falling apart — but that means you’re finally free.

🎴 interpret the readings however you’d like — I’m just the messenger 🎴

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proof of life loading…

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🌴 it’s all very real

like all of us, it’s summer so I am again obsessed with Love Island, USA specifically this summer. let’s talk villa chaos, but first who is watching???

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☀️ june bucket-list:

tiny things that won’t fix your whole life, but make it 12% more fun:

• 🧊 place your skincare in the fridge so you feel like that bitch

• 🧴 actually reapply your sunscreen (especially with a spray)

• 📚 finish those three chapters you swore you’d get to last month

• 🧺 take yourself on a little solo picnic

• 🌊 go to the pool/lake/beach and actually get in the water

• 🍉 buy fresh fruit you haven’t had in a while

• 🎧 make a june playlist (or just use mine at the bottom)

• ☎️ call your best friend back

• 🌅 go outside at golden hour at least twice

📮 you’ve got mail! (from future you!)

hi, love.

I know you feel a little behind right now — like everyone else got the instructions and you’re just winging it. but you don’t have to rush. you don’t have to prove. you don’t even have to be sure.

you just have to keep showing up — messy, unsure, too much, too quiet, all of it. that version of you? that’s the one who got us here.

and here is good! not perfect, but free. peaceful in a way you didn’t know you were allowed to feel. you didn’t miss anything. you were never late. you were just becoming.

we are so proud!

—future you (who still doesn’t fold laundry right away, but we’ll work on that)

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💌 mini care package 💌

• a quote: be messy + complicated + afraid and show up anyways.’ - glennon doyle

• my favorite songs for june!

• a challenge: lets unfollow 5 accounts that make us wonder why we aren’t doing more

• something new: if you’re at all like me and extremely interested in the new york city transit system (I have a lot of free time):

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🎲 pick your ending:

• ☁️ dreamy: you take the long train home and listen to Nils Frahm.

• 🛁 gentle: you wash your face, drink water, and forgive the weirdness.

• 🧍‍♀️ delusional: you do your skincare like you’re being filmed for a documentary.

• 🕯 witchy: you light a candle and talk to your future self in the mirror.

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dreamy ☁️

You get on the train with nowhere to be and let yourself look out the window like someone might be watching. A song comes on that reminds you of something you can’t name. You almost cry. You don’t. You feel kind of like a cloud. You let that be enough.

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gentle 🛁

lets put on a playlist that feels like a warm bath and wash your face like it’s a ritual. drink some water without checking your phone to see if they texted back, we don’t care. do one small thing — like folding a shirt — and let it count. the world doesn’t shift, but you do. even if just a little.

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delusional 🧍‍♀️

stare at your reflection in fluorescent lighting and decide you are everything. talk to yourself while applying your nightly serum as if a worry disappeared with each swipe. wear an outfit that makes no sense, but you’ve thought about for a minute. rebrand your stress as mystery. leave the apartment anyway, espeically when you really don’t want to. be yourself full unapologetic self, the city will adjust.

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witchy 🕯

turn off all the lights and light a single candle like you’re summoning something (you are). ask your future self for a message. pull a card or pick a word or open a book at random. the answer makes no sense — but also, it does. you begin to feel protected.